Happy Birthday Rubansh
Congratulations Rubansh you’re turned a year wiser today. I would like to wish all the happiness in the world to you. Correction: Ones I can give you 😂. Though the former one is what I want to give.
Bhadra 29th is Children’s Day in Nepal but to me, it became Father’s Day. Amazing!!! I know June 20th is Father’s Day internationally but for me, it is the 14th of September 2017. In 2017 AD it was August 21st the Nepalese celebrated Father’s Day but I had to wait till the 14th of September to celebrate my personal Father’s Day.
The feeling of being a dad for the first time was an alien emotion to me. You just don’t understand what it is until you become a father. Very different, you can feel yet can’t explain. The feeling is surreal. You feel it when you hold your baby for the first time oh! It is just amazing. Right from there your body, mind and soul start knitting many things and I must say they are only for your baby and their happiness. You want to try everything to make your baby happy. You are ready to empty your pocket, no problems taking loans, nothing is important or unethical for your baby. Oh!! Wait, he was just born and many things are already going on. Well, that is how it is. You just can’t stop your emotions and imaginations.
When you hold your baby for the first time, you realize you’ve become a dad. Oh! My God. I also realized why I did not do this as soon as I got married. The feeling or emotion that I was experiencing was amazing and my mind was telling me that if I had done this earlier, I would have experienced this much before. I also realized I would have married early. Wait, No!!! Hold my Beer please 😂.
You look at your baby, his eyes are still closed, fingers are so tiny that his entire hand is not enough to hold your one finger. The smile you will have when you see his face is out of this world. The feeling was alien and it was strange. I have held many babies before yet this was different and beautiful and best of all. It’s so beautiful that you just want to hold your baby all the time. I had butterflies, I had goosebumps, I was in love already, I was in love with you my son.
It was 14th September 2017 and My younger sister gave me the baby and said, “it’s a boy🙂” and gave me to hold. OH!!! I forgot how that 9 months had passed. How BB woke me up at 3 a.m. to tell me the water broke and since then I have not rested mentally. The fear, the excitement, the restlessness and the curiosity all these things kept running on my mind. But I forgot everything once I held him. The feeling that the boy you are holding is your blood is something you can cheer for in your life. Amazing.
Welcome to this world, Rubansh. We love you so much.
Happy Birthday Rubansh
It is amazing to see him grow, every year its treat to see him all excited, wiser. Happy Birthday Rubansh
Wow Happy Birthday sweetheart…nice👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻